Its hard to see a light coming through your cloudy stormy day. Every decision you make, means a life changing experience. The only power you can control is yourself, but your not even sure what to do. Friends turn into enemies and pressures turns in to destruction. Success seems impossible. Your reality is your worst nightmare. The one person you had has a life that makes you unconsciously jealous and in your misery you lose them. Looking for a place to escape, the one place you find is a again invaded by your reality. Sucking your daylight out of your normal day. Sleep becomes your freedom. My dreams become my best friend. Hoping I'll never wake up.
